day of destruction

Today, i had a toefl test. Yeah...i'm sure that i can do test well, but guess what!! there was a workman doing his jobs. You know what i felt? it's totally damn!! so damn!!! i haven't get a good result! hiks....i really hate them.....hate where the voice comes....it really disturbing me...seriously i'm angry....

what i will do next is test again...again n again....huffffffttttt....

If my times has come

sometimes fall is never forever fall
winter is never all day long winter
There will be summer, bright...

Human never know when it turns to dark, grey and bright right now
Though it's snow, there still a possibility to sun or even thoroughly fire
I learn how my path never be such a boulevard
But i once testify step on a boulevard
Is there any chances for me once again?

If my time has come, there will be two; death and bound
that's my phase...
All that still far fade away, but death yes comes closer
Wrinkle will soon applied, fragile bone will be part of me, no compromises

My Lord i never ever can figure out of these
shall i not hide, but i want YOU to show me until leaves fall down yellow
If this is my way i will run through all over winter and pass snow
If it is gonna be him, let it one like the sea, where nothing except the blue of water

If my times has come, i know enough to keep or
i know enough to hate?
From the deepest pool i will climb if it is my Fate....